Musings

Thoughts for the day ,when is a master not a master, strange question but one ive seen many times and heared from people wo seem to think there a master because if what they see do think believe ,but dont we all ,subs ive come across in my years start as nillas ,well we all was once so what makes us one or the other or then again a switch ,is it a gene is it a happerining in our lives or in our parents wel maybe a bit of all ,and maybe none ,let me explain .
Lets take my example came from a poor family 6 siblings one parent (mum ) nothing wrong there , normal so far ,but i can rember as young as 10 having urges again normal id say but think my urges were a bit different shall we say yes tried self abuse tried postmans knock ,but knew id like things just a tad different girlfriends caame and went some liked some didnt ,some knew more then i sis ,he he but you diversify ,you learn you see you mingle your mind tries to see that bit further then a wam bam thank you mam ,the chemical we all know which stimulates a
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"Lets take my example came from a poor family 6 siblings one parent (mum ) nothing wrong there , normal so far ,but i can rember as young as 10 having urges again normal id say but think my urges were a bit different shall we say yes tried self abuse tried postmans knock ,but knew id like things just a tad different girlfriends caame and went some liked some didnt ,some knew more then i sis ,he he but you diversify ,you learn you see you mingle your mind tries to see that bit further then a wam bam thank you mam ,the chemical we all know which stimulates a bit more ENDogenous morPHINe, yes that magical word endorphin ,yes i know it goes further then that but many subs masters and yes switches have an unusually high amount produced during sessions ,yes theres the warm up period ,the highs and sometimes the lows ,not often lol ,but yes if a subbie is in a 24/7 the life is continual so endorphins are not always present but satisfaction is ongoing ,so the need is fulfilled all through there relationship , and yes we are all unique ,and it does not apply but as the picture on front page how many subbs wear a smile when performing ,yes i hear hard to smile after 50 lashes true but the smile is sometimes inside ,not easily seen unless you have the eye..
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